You are doing so great. I know exactly how you feel about dating... it's hard to let your mind go there with someone else. It's like you spend your life trying to find that person that you want to spend the rest of your life with and then you find them and marry them. Why should you have to start trying to find someone else when you already have that person?? It's pretty silly.
I hope things are still going well for you...
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.