so defeated and scared silly

[scaredsilly]

thanks, sd. and to top it off, this is not my hometown and my H's family have deserted me. i joined in my H's life and made his family mine so now i have practically no one.

i'm feeling much better now. i have a plan of action and i'm going to do it for my mental health.

it's so much harder to be older and have to think about a future alone. i don't have the time left that you have.

thanks for dropping in.