Needing some guidance... 4

[reachingHigher]

Wow, jks.

I'm glad you stood your ground and didn't go against your current convictions with this guy. I think it would've really messed with your mind.

I hear a lot of peace within yourself, but still acknowledging desire for H and loneliness. It sounds really balanced to me.

I can see you respect your H even if not agreeing with his choices. You seem way past the anger stage. I so, so, so hope he comes to his senses soon to see the jewel he has in you!!

Thanks for your courage and honesty in posting your sitch and activities.