Penny, I empathize w/you completely, but if you are planning to send this letter to your h, it will go right over his head. For one thing, his empathy chip is broken and right now, he's not able to focuson on more than a couple of written lines. They have the attention span of a gnat.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
