Oh I'm not like anything this has only started happening in the past month and it's not a constant thing. This morning I was on edge, yesterday I was depressed and tonight I'm feeling calm and peaceful. Detaching helps. I am stopping my focus on him. It's hard but the more I didn't consider him in my decisions and actions the more his lack of interest didn't bother me. Now I just deal with the things I get hit by out of the blue.
