Scared, not being able to have what you want and being unable to control the outcome its what is affecting u. Do something for yourself. Is there anything in life that u wanted to do and haven't? it takes time to not let your WAS affect you. So be patient it will come. But not until u knock him off that pedestal u have him on.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”