I saw so much of myself in what you said to him. I think we've all said don't you think we could x, y, and z.
I don't know because my H moved on and is in a serious R so my advice isn't the best. But you need space to miss someone and he can't miss you if you're always emailing etc.
Sometimes I miss H during GAL sometimes he's far from my mind. I know when I was a WAW I didn't think of him at all, but I wasn't having these convos like you two are.
I remember telling him that I'd changed I don't know if he'll ever know that now I actually HAVE! You just have to implement all the changes living in theomsnt rather than the to do list.
