Originally Posted By: Brit45
Defeat leads to detachment and that's good right?


i hope so. i've been so, so unable to detach. i ordered "co-dependent no more" because i think i'm truly addicted to him.

i've also ordered a book on "boundaries" because i think that's how i became so bitter: i didn't set any and became resentful of my life with him.

i know i need help with the rollercoaster. i got pills, do yoga...nothing works.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing