good signs, bad signs, or nothing at all

[confusedfather]

Even though I didn't have to lie to my family last night I still had to lie to my kids. Is dealing with all this hurt really worth it in the end? It just seems like I am spinning my wheels. I keep telling myself that sitting back and waiting for the next move is the best thing for the kids but i really feel like i am being taken advantage of by being the nice guy. I hope my posts get put on the board soon. I could really use some advice and encouragement.