I probably don't get very philosophical with my beliefs - I am probably more pragmatic. I allowed myself to become 110% devoted to my X - no looking back. I chose to have him as my best friend and confidant. I chose to love every second of good and work through every moment of bad. I chose to believe that words he spoke and wrote were truths.
I think I am trying to learn from these choices because at some point I missed the signs. Now I don't know what were truths and what were lies. I am not sure how you move on into developing new relationships if you don't know the signs.
Does this make sense or does it sound like babble?
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
