Journal - Just finished a 20 mile bike ride and kids have yet to get up. Anyway, was doing a lot of thinking about how much I should let W go. I know every situation is a bit different. With my W she gave so much in our short M. I counted on her for so much including dealing with my crazy ex and the abuse she puts my girls thru. So in the end she separated from me partly because she was exhausted and felt like her and her boys were getting the short end of the deal. They were and that is my fault. My W jumped in and thought she could fix everything and I let her and then reality hit and she realized that she can't fix a crazy ex and I was not giving her what she needed to make her feel loved. She has made a few comments in the past about how she fully expects me to jump into the next relationship and she will never go there again. So in my mind I need to be there for her. She expects me to go out and start sleeping around and I need to show her that I love her for who she is not for what I think she can do for me. So for right now yes I plan on giving her the space that she needs and be comfortable with that. I am going to work on myself physically, mentally and financially! Anyone need a realtor;-) I still love that line. Be the person not even a fool would leave!
M-45 W-44 2D - 11&13 2SS - 11&17 Married 10/10/10 Bomb 3/5/12 Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12 Back together 9/12 Seperated 6/13 Divorce Final 11/13/13
