do't feel ever that you're posting into the ether. sometimes i read your posts and feel a bit overwhelmed by how you articulate so clearly what i am feeling. like this morning. i can't even rite those things down clearly, but then i'll read what you describe and i'll think, wow, that's exactly what i am feeling
it's amazing how you and ss are already at this point in about 6 months. i'm almost at the 11 months point and just getting to the same place. slow learner!
I think by letting him know the door was open I just let him live in this Plan B idea of feeling sorry for me but knowing that I was there
yeah - this just really screwed us up and prolonged the detachment and doing things for our selves in a true way.
still can't reconcile that with the whole mlc advice. are we interpreting it wrong? what it means to "keep the door open"? it's still a very grey area for me
you sound better this morning - glad you had a good cry - it releases a lot of stuff, and then it can pass.
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
