Lost

[strongerthanever]

I think it's crazy, the internal battle was have. If we only knew how they really felt we wouldNT put ourselves through so much agony. My h is living the same carefree life, and I swear he always looks on top of the world!

they do an amazing job of acting as if. After 4 months of this he recently admitted that he still found life very hard. One thing is for sure, the relief the op offers is only temporary. They still wake up feeling the same, even if op is asleep right beside them. They might make them happy, but they lack that soulful connection your spouse has with you. Trust me, I was once in her shoes.