I'm wondering if you are so available that she isn't able to miss you? She seems to be throwing just enough crumbs your way to keep you excited. I think she takes you for granted. I also feel as if she is your source of happiness. Don't do that to yourself. I'm also betting that you looked attractive after your bide ride (party of gal), which is why she stopped.

W internal dialogue "he looks happy without me, let's see if I still have that pull". And then you reinforced that self talk.

I fall prey to the same "let down" of having to return to reality after seeing h. To overcome this, I have started planning something to do afterwards. That way I have something to look forward to, And nothing he does can take that away. Even if it's something as simple as taking my d2/3 for a cheap ice cream, it's still something.

I'm sry if I seemed harsh, I just don't see her waking up with you so active in the picture.


Me-31 H-24
D3,D2
M 4 yrs
WAW(me) 12/2011
role reversal 03/2012
(H)PA 3-6/2012
(H)D filed 6/2012
D deemed "inactive", closed 8/2012
I've moved on 9/2012