What an emotional roller coaster today was. I really have a hard time staying steady when I'm tested. I wish I were stronger and more detached, but I'm just not there yet. I am so much better though. I stood my ground today and didn't break down and cry until I starting praying with my son this evening. When I asked God to forgive me for being angry and to remember the real, hurting person behind the rant the tears flowed. I needed that cleansing badly. I feel peaceful now.
