Journal Entry - About ready to give up on this thing. feel a bit like I am talking to myself. So today I came home a little early so that my Step Son's could come down and join us for dinner. My W spent that last 4 days in Vegas. She had asked yesterday if her boys could come down because she would not be getting home till about 7:30. So make everyone dinner and put a movie on and had a nice evening. Then I went in and cleaned up a bit hoping that I and my girls would get to see her tonight. She called about 7:30 and asked that I send the boys home. I told her that we would walk them home right after they finished dessert. I said that would give the girls and I a chance to say hi. She said that she was really tired but that was fine but it was more how she said it. So that kind of shut me down and I felt like and idiot. I get I just invited myself down when I should have kept my mouth shut but my girls and I had hoped to see her. I said we would just see her later and would send boys home when the movie was over. She said thanks and that was that. At least I was able to spend some time with the boys:-) I never learn when it comes to love:-(
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