One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[reachingHigher]

I'm so sorry you feel so bad.

I hate the nights too. It used to be such a great feeling when everything is done for the day, boys are asleep, and you can relax.

Now I start feeling a little anxious when the sun starts to go down.

I just use my time reading and try not to go to bed early.

It's great you can obtain comfort from prayer and the Bible.