and now the hard time... the quiet times when the boys are in the bed and I'm here alone with my thoughts... boy these are the worst times... TV doesn't interest me anymore... cleaned kitchen, did dishes picked up toys... on the good side boys and I had a great two days together... pool party, movie, playing games together... been lots of fun... they help me keep focused, but when they are sleeping, my mind goes crazy with wonder/worry... off to read some of the bible, pray and go to bed...
M:40 W:31 S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship) Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me MO: 6/1/12 T:14 M:9
