Hey Kimmerz Well my husband hasn't ML to me in weeks. If you read my posts you'll see that he had an affair. He says he does not want to ML to me to use me that way in case this "numbness for me does not go away" I think it's a version of ILYBINILWY. He says he is not seeing the OW and I sometimes believe it and sometimes I just don't know. I have stopped snooping because I haven't found anything and it was driving me crazy. I have started to GAL. I excercise and am gardening which I like to do. I am trying to figure out what else to do. And my self esteem has definitely taken a hit. But I do know I am worthy of better treatment.
I figure whats a few months of DBing gonna hurt? I am a religious person and I know that God hears my prayers. I won't put up with this forever. I am going to try and be patient and see what shakes out. If he wants out I told him he could go, but he hasn't so we will see. If God wants to perform a miracle here's a doozey!
