Moving on....

[irishblessings]

Hi friends! Realized today that 2 years ago Wednesday - XH left. Feels like it's been an eternity. The day passed without me remembering, so I think that's a good thing.

I had to email XH about some details about the house going up for sale. Also asked if he could provide any financial contribution to D's wedding it would be greatly appreciated. He responded that he would "chew on it" and get back to me. So yesterday, 2 weeks later, he got back to me. For the first time in 2 years, he actually sounded like the man I was with for 30 years. Word on the street is OW is gone. Doesn't matter...anway - he offers a little bit of $ and I tell him I really appreciate it. He goes on to say that he is going to the wedding with MY uncle and they are going to play golf and such. OK - I realized that there will be no one at the wedding that is "his" - his siblings can't attend, nor can his parents. The friends we had together are really my friends now and then he has such a limited relationship with the kids - it's very, very sad.

Going thru the highs and lows of raising son - although really I am done. Times he is so nice to me and others, well - it's about as disrespectful as I have ever seen. I need to walk away from my life right now - it is actually toxic. I have a month left of pressing responsibilities and then it has to change.

Thanks for letting me vent...