LITB - no sh*t it made it more confusing! I am sure that was not her intent, but I'll tell you - when I read it I was asking myself over and over again "are you describing someone that you want to leave??" - no matter, I think it is potentially indicative of the fact that she is internally conflicted on one level or another.
These last week or so, I have been feeling better. My co-workers even noticed at lunch and made joke about me CLEARLY have "contact" with a woman recently. Not true, of course - but I will say that I have had a decent PMA as of late. My psychyatrist telling me to just get through one day at a time really helped. Simple advice, but I sure as hell was doing anything but. Life seems more digestable at this pace.
Also, W has been very nice this last week or so. Texts often, sends pictures - etc. She even made a little paper "tie" for me with S at the Children's Museum for Father's Day. She is a high school guidance counselor and is now off for the summer - I think that helps with the stress a bit. She also has S more often. Of course, she DID text today saying that she could use a break and to let her know if I get off work early: "Every day of the week with no breaks is hard". I wanted to say "yep....isn't is?". Regardless, she has been very easy to deal with recently. She even sent me a voice note from S last night at bedtime.....love that.
Anyhooo.....not reading too much into it. As far as GAL goes, I think I am going to go back to Colorado to visit friends and go camping over the week of the 4th. Wife will be with son out of town for 10 days (remeber that debacle?) and it will help me keep my mind somewhere positive. Think I will go deep off the grid...no iPad, phone or computer.
I am sure that was not her intent, but I'll tell you - when I read it I was asking myself over and over again "are you describing someone that you want to leave??" - no matter, I think it is potentially indicative of the fact that she is internally conflicted on one level or another.