One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[Fightfire00]

I spend as much time with them as I can... and call to check on them every night I'm not with them... therapist told me that I need to treat this like a reboot... first become friends with W, then in 5-6 months ask for a date, date, get engaged and renew vows... what scares me is that I can do everything perfectly and this still not bring my W home... I'm trying so hard... maybe trying too hard... I don't know...

how do you become friends with someone that says they want to be your friend but doesn't want much contact..? we talk and interact fine as long as there is no R talk... laugh, tell jokes ask about each others day... I'm praying for strength, peace and her change of heart every day... I believe that we have been through too many storms for us to walk away now...

thank you all for your support... have faith, be good and stay safe...