One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[Fightfire00]

thanks for the support... I called and texted her an apology... told her I'm sorry for checking on her, that it's no longer my job, I'm just not thinking clearly and I didn't think it through before I did it... asked for her forgiveness and told her I would leave her alone...

and now the woman that I had the PA with and have a daughter with found out W moved out and is threatening to cut off contact because she is sure that they are the problem... so now I've lost not only my W but my D...

I'm coming apart at the seams... had a terrible dream last night that W took everything from me and laughed about it... was not pleasant..

hoping that taking boys to movie today will help.. will see...