One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[reachingHigher]

I keep "messing up" too. I just tell myself I get another day, another chance to DB. And...we are doing a lot of right things, too!

My boys are older than yours so I can leave them alone, but H only visits us. I have our boys 100% of the time. I'm coming to feel like GAL can also be attitude, too. Like even if you are at home you can be dong things differently. Thinking differently. It's soooooo difficult, I know.

I'm really scared H will fall in love with someone else, too. It's really hard to not worry.

Unbidden, is it okay I thought the Miss Piggy thing was funny?