Lost

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So just as me an my D where about eat dinner, the W shows up. She says hi to me in the same to friendly tone, I reply with a simple hey. As I server my D her dinner, W ask if I would mind if she made a sandwich, I say sure why would I mind? She answers with just a quiet "I don't know" and start to make her sandwich.

Me and D sit at the table and I start asking her about her day, I find it amazing how what we as adults would think that certain things are no big deal are the breast things for kids, I love seeing the world though my D's eyes!! The whole time W just sits there without saying a word and looks at her plate. As we finish, I take D's and my plate and start loading the dishwasher,in the corner of my eye I see W call D over and says something in ear. D runs up to me and says "Daddy mommy wants us to go get ice cream!! W laughs and yells out, "You where suppose to say YOU wanted to go get ice cream!" They laugh for a minute and they I say to D, No, we got ice cream yesterday and it's not something you should eat everyday. W looks at D and says, I didn't know you got ice cream yesterday (I never told her we went),. I say nothing more and go to the bathroom.

When I get out, W says, she is leaving, i say oh OK, we where about to leave also. We all walk out she get in her car, D and me get in mine and drive away.

I have to admit, it was hard not to ask W to come with us, also the laughing about D saying Mommy wants ice cream was hard also because it was flashes of things we laughed about when we where together.

This is hard, but it must be done.