One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[Fightfire00]

thanks, you're absolutely right, patience is the hardest thing for us fixers... I messed up tonight because of it... she said she was going to be out with a friend tonight, and I'm so scared that she's going to meet someone else, that I txted the friend and asked if she was with W... apparently, she let W know cause she texted me right after and asked what was going on.. Dang it... curse my insecurities...

I wish I could get a life, I have the kids nearly every night that I'm not working... I love being a dad and I love my kids, but I can't GAL when I have them with me all the time so she can work and do what she wants...

man, did I mess up... I love her so much I can't seem to detach... eating me up...