One step closer to the edge and I'm about to break

[shockeddad]

Brother you sound just like me. Us fireman want things done now, but this is something we have no control over. We also don't have the best patients. It's kinda like a Haz-mat incident, we rush to get there, then we have to [censored] back and wait for other things to be done first and wait on the Haz-Mat team. My W did the ILU slip 5 months after the bomb, that night I thought, she still does, it wouldn't slip this far into it. The next day in C she said she was done trying. You are going to go threw a lot of emotions for a while, I'm just now getting control of mine, still have days. The best thing is deatching and GAL, it's made me feel better and has made her take notice. She even ask people sometimes what I'm doing. Stay safe brother!