Maybe. Look, I understand that you're looking for guarantees and absolutes. Problem is that there aren't any. You rely on faith and the strength within yourself.
Look up the Stockdale Paradox. It explains how you come up with a plan without a timeline and just let things go. I would suggest that you go dim so that the communication is not completely gone an do little actions that he used to enjoy. Keep things light and fun.
Both you and he need to get your mind off the R and remember that it comes down to the two of you enjoying each other. That's what makes a M last.
Right now you're choosing to climb into the hole with him and can't see a way out. You choose to climb out and let him stay in there himself. When he looks up, he'll see you there.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
