Like, last night, I was talking about how delicious what he made was and how grateful I was. Afterwards, we watched a show. He didn't talk at all, I didn't pressure him. I tried to make it tension-free, and laughed at the show. He sat there, and I could feel the tension. Then he lay down and said "can I change the channel?" And I said "Sure!" and then he said nothing to me so I went into the room and he came in to get his clothing for the next morning and we said good night. It's just so frustrating. I didn't act upset or angry throughout all of it, which I normally would have, so maybe that's a step for me, and I definitely didn't let him see any emotion other than upbeat, but it's SO frustrating.
