sorry for your sitch shocked - and for what happened when you did ask. thanks for telling me - can't imagine how hard that must have been, especially since she got angry.

i'm sort of afraid of the rejection myself and not willing to really take that risk right now. i'm detaching, but i don't really know for sure where i'm at int he process and how stable i really am

just going to put this on the back burner for now

yes by yourself gets old in many ways more than this too

take care
zig


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M10yrs T 11
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"