My story, my progress, my hope

[Tinman]

Journal entry - Trying to keep busy and keep my mind off of things. I get up go for a 10 mile bike ride, come home get the kids up and drop them off at day camp, head to work, pick kids up, get them dinner, head to Crossfit class and then back home to spend a little time with kids before getting them off to be. Yet I just can't stop checking my phone hoping for a text message or checking this web site to see if anyone has left any perls of wisdom but I silence... Crickets...

the only part of my life that I wish would go away but keeps charging back is my crazy ex-wife. I am in the process of going after full custody of the kids. CPS has issued a report with some very concerning problems, the parenting coordinator has said that there are probelms that the court needs to address and the girls school social worker has made at least three calls to CPS yet a year later the battle continues. Summer schedules are always a treat. We each get 3 weeks of vacation. Every year is is another fight. Last year she actualy took her 21 days and selected one vacation day at a time and only on my days. So in one week if I had them Tuesday and Thursday then she would only use two vacation days and take Tuesday and Thursday. Had to have parenting coordinator tell her this was not acceptable. This year her parents decided that they wanted to take the kids to Hawaii and they decided it needed to happen during my time with the kids and it should not impact ex's 3 weeks. Parenting coordinator again told her no but she decided to object to parenting coordinators report and ask the court for releif. The court also told her no. But this little issue cost me about $1,000. So last night I finally put that issue to bed and this morning I find out that ex has filed for an order or protection claiming that I beat her up 6 years ago. I am so worn out. I have recordings of the times she is claiming these incidents happened so my attorney should be able to object and have the order dismissed but there just does not appear to be an end to this horrible situation. I totally get why my wonderful W left me. Right now I wish I could leave me too. I got the attorney bill yesterday for the summer schedule issue and last month was almost 2,000 and now this issue will be even more and we have not even gotten to the part were we go to trial.

Help!!!