I think those feelings come in waves, it's part of the roller coaster effect.

When you have those days, ask yourself: What would I gain from asking? What might the result be? Is that what i want right now?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss