i didn't have the self esteem and self confidence to say that to him directly.
No way could I say that directly. I said it wouldn't be a good idea. He said oh it would be good. And I said but it wouldn't be a good idea. I would laugh at his flirty comments but not reply. It was only that one day.
Looking back he may have been feeling me out to see if I would have no strings sex. Or he could have been trying to boost my ego or smooth things over I have no idea. He was never the initiator we had issues in that dept and at the very end he admitted these issues have always been there. So this was way out the ordinary for him.
