working 3rd is depressing. I had a thought I'd like to share:
I've noticed since W dropped the bomb on me almost two months ago. She still texted "love W" and said I still love you at first, now it's a crime to her if I slip and start a question about the family with" Hun, how did S12 do in the baseball game this afternoon" she stabs back " What did you call me!"

Why such a dramatic change?
Does the W resent me trying to save the M and she already made up her mind?
I sure was a nut case right after the bomb.

I'm going nuts......then when I get home I see her cuddled on the couch with either of the B's and think to my self they never do that with me. I wonder if the B's love me also. I try my hardest to show them I still love them, but I think maybe it's too late, it's been so long since I've tried being a loving dad.
S7 has really enjoyed all we've done lately and S12 seams more intrested in his best friends than me. I feel neither would choose me over the W.


M44 / W43
Married 24 / Together 24.5
S12
S7
ILYBNILWY/Bomb: 4-15-2012
Counseling started 5-1-2012
Counseling ended 6-7-2012