I want to thank all of you for your kind replies and the butt kicking you gave me on occasion. I am grateful. At this juncture, I'm not even sure reconciliation is possible. I am not sure he has the capability to love me as I need to be loved. I am not sure I can do the same for him. Marriage is work, and I'm tired. I don't know I have the personal resources anymore to do what's required of me in that area. We'll see. The future is unwritten and the past does not predict the present or the future.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
