Let the C guide the two of you. That's his job. Don't list the things that you believe you've done wrong. The whole point is to get HIM to open up. And besides you could be off about what you think is wrong (even if he told you the things that went wrong, it could have just been in response to something happening at the time).
Again, stop mindreading about what might or might not happen. If he chooses to talk, that's a plus. If he chooses not to talk, that's fine too. It's a plus just the fact that you're going.
And if I haven't mentioned it before - STOP WALKING ON EGGSHELLS. If he senses that you're nervous and apprehensive, he will be too. Be reassuring to him and warm. Remember, YOU CAN DO THIS!
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.