Today was a new and better day! I went to yoga this morning (part of my GAL) and boy does it help. I put on the mind set, I will not feel defeated. I then came home and made sure I looked my best. (I got a whistle from my neighbour), and went to the funeral with a good friend. It was not the same "reunion" atmosphere as yesterday. MY IL's sat with me, along with girl friends. H sat with us, but he was diffently the fish out of water.
Most people went home after the service, as I did. I went home where my mom and kids were. Moments after I left, I get a txt from H asking if he can come get the kids. I responded no, that they were eating dinner with my mom and I. I was annoyed. First of all, he just saw me and could have asked me in person. Secondly, he had no intention of spending time with the kids until he had no better offer after the service. The old me would feel bad and invite him over. The detached me will not. Natural consequences? Funny, this is something I usually think in reference to my children.
Me-36 H-37 D11 S8 S6 M9 T19 ILYNILWY 11/10 discover EA 02/11 discover EA is really PA/H moved out 03/11 H wants to go to counselling,piecing 12/11 Find out still OW(plural), I'm officially done/detached 04/12
