Maybe he is just not in the way you want him to. Not according to your expectation or timeline.
Yes, I keep feeling like I need to be DOING something. Never sure what though. I agree that this is probably my issue. Gotta let the expectations go. I was doing so good the last couple of weeks, too! It's funny...it's not even my dad and I'm probably more shaken up about than he is. SMH
Got to keep the focus on me. Not what he may or may not do.