Well Zig I do have the day off and I woke up with the dream and I guess I just have been "ruminating" in a good way for most of the day.

The strawberry thing was last night but I didn't post it. I haven't read any Pema but I will. All of the quotes really resonate with me.

Lately I've been thinking about things in my life where I've not done things because I had to stick to my schedule. I always say I love living where I do and it's worth the extra money but am I really enjoying all of it? There are shops I've never been to, trails I've never walked, etc. all the strawberries...LOL

Grace...I felt like I was working really hard in the conversation. That I was trying so hard to communicate to have a conversation, to get him to talk to me, and then I tried asking him about something. So if I see him as the sitch...and the sitch has broken down a barrier and initially I'm outraged because it's new and I'm scared because it's out of my comfort zone but then I just accept it. Then I try really really hard to interact with the sitch constantly asking questions and finally it says I don't think you're ready to talk about that. You're pushing to find out what you already know. We were inside the truck and when I looked out that's when I saw something new. Maybe I need to stop dwelling on our M for awhile and just look out.

it's like Kaffe or someone said two people looking in the same direction.

hmm interesting.