Wife says it's to far gone

[shockeddad]

HAd a busy weekend and start to the week so I have been missing you guys. Trying to detach and move on, nut W is not making it easy. It is amazing that one day she will be cold, next talking to me about odd things. I just don't know how to read her, trying not to but can't help it. I miss her. Took the kids to an amusment park on Sunday with her stepmom and niece. She called her stepmom that night to see how things went.

Monday at my S t-ball game, we switch some clothes and showed her shirts that me and the boys got for vaction bible study. Then she stud by a friend of hers for about 20 mins, then came over and gave me some pictures, then went and stood by the fence by herself. Then she came back over told me about and old friends daughter that was on the other side of the field, then went and stood at the fence agian. Makes no sense.

I had IC yesterday, it went okay. The C said not to have my hopes up. The comment about an old friends D, is a little better she said, b/c before she couldn't remeber anything from the past. The C also aked if I think there is something missing with my W. I said yes, something is just not there. She said the samething, she is holding something back and not sure. I said maybe depression or post pardom depression that was not seen. not sure. Maybe IC with W will help W figure things out. We will see.

When I dropped the kids off to her yesterday, she was talk ative. was there maybe 8 to 15 min compared to 2 or 3. She also seemed to be happy and smiling.

SEE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!

Then last night she tells her mom that I closed our credit card, which is good, one less thing she will have to split.

I'M LOST!!!!