In case anyone wonders, the cat has been acting funny. I can't put a finger on it. But acting funny.

I am supposed to get the papers from the L this week. And it is stressing me out. Since at this point I am just doing it all for him, and in my view making this a zipless you-know-what.

He got a little cross with me in front of the kids. He complained that I was planning on buying an electric car. And I looked him in the eye and told him I wasn't buying it tomorrow, but when we were done. And then I told him it was because I need to figure out what was best for me in the long run.

Hawaii has a tax credit of up to $4,500 and has free charging stations going in all over the place. At $4.35 a gallon here in Hawaii, fuel costs are going to be a budget breaker for me. And we file separate if we divorce this year, and it will show more income in my side, because it will be 50/50 for the first part of the year. So to get a tax credit, you have to have paid the taxes. The federal electric car tax credit is given to the car dealer and then supposidly they pass it on to you.

I have been really tired. Having the same symptoms that sent me to the doctor a few years ago when they figured out I have dyastolic dysfunction. (Mild heart failure) I went in to my regular doc and he told me my swollen legs aren't a problem, because it isn't pitting.

Well, it never did before. And I can't tell if this is just anxiety, or maybe something is getting worse. And the doc thinks I just need to get divorced and move on and I will feel better. I am pretty sure anxiety doesn't cause swollen legs and hands.

But what do I know? I told 6 different doctors over the course of 15 years that I thought something was wrong with my heart. I could walk miles on flat ground, but the minute I did stairs or hills I would run out of breath. Why is it so heard to get them to listen?

I did actually tell my doctor who finally ordered the echo-cardiogram where they discovered my heart problem: "I told you I was sick."

Oh well!


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
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