So my W texted me at 4:00 today and asked if she could pick up my S at 4:30. My S and I had already planned out the next couple of hours so I told her no. She asked if then if I would take him up to her apartment, about 30 minutes away. I suggested we meet halfway instead because I had plans tonight that wouldn't work too well.
Well she shows up with a passenger in the car. My S later texted me and told me it was OM that she had stopped dating at one point. My S said he hates the guy. I offered to my S to pick him up if he wanted. He said he'd let me know.
For some reason, I am not as upset as I think I should be? Maybe it's just giving me more reason to let my W push forward with the D? Maybe I'll be more upset tomorrow? Don't get me wrong - it hurts and I don't like it. However, it does up the ambivalence a bit.
I think I'm going to go out for a 3 mile run and 17 mile bike to clear my head. Under the cover of darkness.
OM 
