Stop mindreading him. It's going to do you no good.
It is a marriage. It takes two to build it up and two to take it down. He has his faults too and contributed to the marriage failing as well. Shake off the guilt because it's chaining you down right now.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.