I have finally made plans to do something tonight! I'm going home (because I left Chuck's number there, oops.) And then to the library, then I'll have my call with Chuck, and then I'm meeting a friend and her boyfriend at their house, so I don't plan on being around for too long tonight. I'll be as pleasant and upbeat as I can. I'm so nervous for marriage counseling tomorrow, though.
A friend invited me out on his boat tomorrow after counseling. I'm not sure what to say, because I don't know what the outcome of counseling will be. Will I want to stay with my husband, or will I want to be as far away from him as possible? I just don't know.
