I know those are the things I need to do, and one day I might get there. I think yesterday was a turning point for me. Before I was worry about what I did because I was concern how she would take it and did not what to get her upset. Then like a bolt, I thought, worry about upsetting her, what the ****, she is cheating on me!! clearly she is not worried about my feelings. So at this point I'm ready to let it be and just work on me. The only sticking point is my concern with my Ds feelings.
For example W sent me the txt about taking D out today or tmw. I have no interest in going, but should I take away an opportunity to have D see her mother?
So my choices are:
1. Tell W we can't go 2. Go and take it as a opportunity to work on my as if 3. Let her take D and I stay behind
M-41 W-41 D-7 M- 10yrs I still love you, but 4-25-12 Think she might have EA/PA 5-17-12 Confirmed PA 6-9-12
