Just when I thought life was on an even keep and couldn't get any *better*, my family is now in crisis. My parents have had something of a blowout, with my old beyond his years, half blind, majorly narcissistic father leaving my mother here while he makes a four day drive home alone three weeks prior to their planned departure date. At this point my mother says "this might be it" and we don't know when she might return home. She simply got fed up with the horrible way he's treated his kids our entire lives...emotionally abusive.
When he pulled his BS with me in my own home after the year I've had I unloaded on him. I've also had enough. I'm not taking this on except to support my mother in any choice she makes. My fathers relationship with his two eldest daughters, myself included, is all but dead now, while that with the two youngest and their kids is on egg shells. We're all proud of our mother for finally standing up to him in support of us. It was a first and very hard for her. She got her strength from my standing up to him. You do not treat me like sh!t in my own home.
H had wished me "a wonderful visit" with my parents. I really wish he was here to support me on this. When I do talk to him again, do I mention it? Maybe only if he asks? Do I tell him how much I missed him in the midst of the family unravelling? Maybe in the context of "it was tough. I really missed your friendship and support"?
The return of sleepless nights, all be it for different reasons, really svcks.
me 45 H 46 T 5 M 2.5 BD Sept 6 2011 OW Sept 8 2011 Threw him out Sept 8 2011
