thanks ces - my day went well, and so did s's. he decided to stay home and we had a peaceful day together connecting quietly.
after i got through dealing with what happened in my mind - and it was sort of sudden, i was in a good place and we talked briefly, and i explained and apologized. but more importantly i showed through my actions throughout the day, that i hadn't meant that.
even though it was a very painful thing we went through, it gave me the gift of huge growth and insight and a lot of peace. it was the peace that was between us all day. s's responses and interactions with me confirmed that.
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"