Lost

[dscl]

So looks like me going dim is working, I forgot that I set tonights outing in our Google calendar and W said she is going, still not sure if she will show up, but we will see. Kinda of worried since this will be the first time we either see or talk since the blow up. I made a promise to myself that THERE WILL BE NO R TALK!! Need to do what you guys have been telling me detach and not think about the OM.

I think the detach part will be easy, not sure about the OM. What I mean is I don't care about the OM as a person , but the mental images I get of them together really bothers me.

The odd thing is, just before I looked at the calendar, I was looking up lawyers.

Will wish me luck, meeting is for 7PM.