how do you know you won't be there in australia? this sounds like self pity and that is a negative emotion and does you no good.

did you expect him to text you to see if you arrived safely? expectations will set you up for disappointment and more negative emotions; self pity, anger, resignation, etc.

yes, you do need to get the books. you will get lots of guidance from them.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing