Swimming with Turtles pt 2

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it blindsided me - triggered off by the whole inhaler/ argument issue. i thought i was in a really good place and then this monster reared its head. yuck. i carry too many demons

i didn't know i had those feelings until afterwards. in fact - the feelings that have come to the surface - it will take me a while to work through them

i keep telling myself that it's okay, now i know what the problem is for me that is soooo difficult in this situation, and now that the feelings are at the surface, in a concrete manner i can deal with them and get through this in a better way

thanks labug